1. |
poem 1
07:23
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Song 1
Reference Poem - Mark Hutchinson: Notes from a Tailors Shop
Chorus
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that's where I want to start
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that, so so clearly
For all those times when we're apart
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that, so so sincerely
From the heartstrings of my heart
Verse
I wanted just to be there
Right there in the Tailors Shop
I wanted just to be there
Right there with you
Right there at the very top
I wanted just to be there
Flying through the sky
I wanted just to be there
Smiling, smiling my o my
Chorus
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that's where I want to start
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that, so so clearly
For all those times when we're apart
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that, so so sincerely
From the heartstrings of my heart
Verse
So now then let me tell you
It's not that I don't love you anymore
So now then let me tell you
If anything the opposite is so
So now then let me tell you
I love you to the core
So now then let me tell you
It is love, which always knows the score
Chorus
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that's where I want to start
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that, so so clearly
For all those times when we're apart
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that, so so sincerely
From the heartstrings of my heart
Verse
Old arguments, which surfaced again today
Don't listen to those old arguments
For they were constructed
Some place along the way
Don't listen to those old arguments
The past has had its day
Don't listen to those old arguments
It's time, to come around and play
Chorus
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that's where I want to start
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that, so so clearly
For all those times when we're apart
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that, so so sincerely
From the heartstrings of my heart
Verse
For it's just not true, as some might have you think
As some might have you think
No it's just not true that I got lost
Nor that somehow I was waylaid
No it's just not true it was inside
Where I chose myself to sink
No it's just not true, not true
That I crumbled on the brink
Chorus
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that's where I want to start
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that, so so clearly
For all those times when we're apart
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that, so so sincerely
From the heartstrings of my heart
Verse
And I thought of those extra extra-ordinary forest orchids
Which you wrote about
Back-along, way back in the day
Yes, I thought you wrote
Of Goyt Valley's Wild Garlic
And that you blossomed
Beside her White Orchids
In the glow, of her wild orchids
Chorus
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that's where I want to start
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that, so so clearly
For all those times when we're apart
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that, so so sincerely
From the heartstrings of my heart
Bridge
Or so one might suppose with an instinct for the whole
I might one day propose
Yes, that I
Or so one might suppose
With that undoubted
Instinct for the whole
I might one day, I, who knows
May kneel down, and propose
Chorus
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that's where I want to start
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that, so so clearly
For all those times when we're apart
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that, so so sincerely
From the heartstrings of my heart
Chorus
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that's where I want to start
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that, so so clearly
For all those times when we're apart
Chorus
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that's where I want start
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that, so so sincerely
From the heartstrings of my heart
Chorus
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that's where I want to start
I want to say that yes I love you
I want say that's where I want to start
I want to say that yes I love you
I want to say that's where I want to start
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2. |
poem 2
03:59
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Song 2
Reference - Alison Ainley: Gwen John
Chorus
Although with you, sat on the step
That's where I ought to start
Me, in my crisp white shirt
You, in your slimline Sunday skirt
Dazzlingly, daringly, distinguished
We more than looked the part
Verse
By herself again. So it appears
So it damned well appears
In the clutch of the moment
The swift arrow so truly seers
Softness eats into itself, absorbs her
Yes damned well eats into itself
In the rush of the opening
The Dart so certain of its stealth
Chorus
Although with you, sat on the step
That's where I ought to start
Me, in my crisp white shirt
You, in your slimline Sunday skirt
Dazzlingly, daringly, distinguished
We more than looked the part
Verse
A box of brown paints would suffice
To colour the sepia tone photograph
In that flash of introduction
The artist fades to the saint
The Dutch Delft woman
Stood, or sat, but still
In the dash of sweet corruption
A part played as best she can
Chorus
Although with you, sat on the step
That's where I ought to start
Me, in my crisp white shirt
You, in your slimline Sunday skirt
Dazzlingly, daringly, distinguished
We more than looked the part
Bridge
Disappearing in the muted lilac light
Alone in time to smile
In the movement of all the while
Without the psychology of fight or flight
She waters her life down
To help the all too passive clown
In the vain hope, to turn around
Their incorrigible arts of seduction
Chorus
Although with you, sat on the step
That's where I ought to start
Me, in my crisp white shirt
You, in your slimline Sunday skirt
Dazzlingly, daringly, distinguished
We more than looked the part
Chorus
Although with you, sat on the step
That's where I ought to start
Me, in my crisp white shirt
You, in your slimline Sunday skirt
Dazzlingly, daringly, distinguished
We more than looked the part
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3. |
poem 3
03:01
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Song 3
Reference - Maggie Bevan: Miss Smith grows older
Chorus
I have my sky blue sedan motor car
I have my low tar Peter Stuyvesant cigarette
I have the best of the Gregory Poems
I have cold beer, to camouflage regret
Verse
I hesitate: then I do not speak
I seek out all those tricky ways
To make a casual acquaintance happen
Snapping my mind to find a line that says
I am here, and I want to get to know you
I've forgotten: what I could have said
What led me to you and your companion
What sense of style I might purvey instead
Chorus
I have my sky blue sedan motor car
I have my low tar Peter Stuyvesant cigarette
I have the best of the Gregory Poems
I have cold beer, to camouflage regret
Bridge
Possibly the question was unclear?
Being so near to your ambient vicinity
Dear o dear, did I arrive here without of any chance
Long before that dance step trod upon my footstep virginity
Meanwhile the conversation has moved on
That Welshman from the valleys stakes his claim
My pain, once again the prospect of coming second
Somehow, yes, somehow I have to take the lead again
Chorus
I have my sky blue sedan motor car
I have my low tar Peter Stuyvesant cigarette
I have the best of the Gregory Poems
I have cold beer, to camouflage regret
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4. |
poem 4
03:10
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Song 4
Reference - Fred D'Aguiar: Carnival Mama Dot
Chorus
Single room
Behind the single door
Single room
How many lives lived here before
Single room
Dust settles behind the once swung door
Single room
To bang my fists on the half sprung wooden floor
Verse
One appears to flaunt a flung coin
Not knowing on which face it is to turn, or land
One most certainly has a desire to rejoin
At least to tap ones feet, to the marching of the band
Chorus
Single room
Behind the single door
Single room
How many lives lived here before
Single room
Dust settles behind the once swung door
Single room
To bang my fists on the half sprung wooden floor
Verse
Straight, she's the world stood still
Thrilled by every smile she throws, apparently without cost
Not knowing how deep my beating heart is to fill
The fleeting thought of love is not yet given, nor lost
Chorus
Single room
Behind the single door
Single room
How many lives lived here before
Single room
Dust settles behind the once swung door
Single room
To bang my fists on the half sprung wooden floor
Bridge
Still her sound makes the ground tremble
My emotions resemble that date in the fall of '68
The lateness, of her way-too indiscreet assemble
My awkwardness, at disguising how I also had to wait
Chorus
Single room
Behind the single door
Single room
How many lives lived here before
Single room
Dust settles behind the once swung door
Single room
To bang my fists on the half sprung wooden floor
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5. |
poem 5
03:34
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Song 5
Reference - James Harpur: The Visitation
Chorus
My leather coat, hung around your shoulder
In the darkness of the later night
New friends, friendships growing ever bolder
As we spread out, towards the end, of the first day’s
Slowly-fading, yet full-on, flush of first sight
Verse
As if the grass had got too cold
In our middle aged years
Between the innocence and those too bold
Happiness tinged, half edged to tears
Between the succulence, and the becoming over sold
Chorus
My leather coat, hung around your shoulder
In the darkness of the later night
New friends, friendships growing ever bolder
As we spread out, towards the end, of the first day’s
Slowly-fading, yet full-on, flush of first sight
Verse
In perfect beat the crafted wings
As in our youth we cast out the cast which clears
Half silence, as the half-light sublimely sings
Way too aloof, in the past of the past of fears
Now in our stealth, we retreat to the land of kings
Chorus
My leather coat, hung around your shoulder
In the darkness of the later night
New friends, friendships growing ever bolder
As we spread out, towards the end, of the first day’s
Slowly-fading, yet full-on, flush of first sight
Bridge
Reposing on their white reflections
Proposing, that they still have time to conspire
Pushing hard, against all of her mild deflections
Composing himself, for what he hopes his her deep desire
Her feeling, for his closer touch, of close-up selections
Chorus
My leather coat, hung around your shoulder
In the darkness of the later night
New friends, friendships growing ever bolder
As we spread out, towards the end, of the first day’s
Slowly-fading, yet full-on, flush of first sight
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6. |
poem 6
03:36
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Song 6
Reference - Pippa Little: Colonial Returning
Chorus
Poetry at the breakfast table, zen
A cutting
From the Guardian newspaper, page ten
A new found friend
Worried about my coughing, back then
Yes, my new found friend
Wanted to help detach the deeper phlegm
Verse
In this house the past is tidal, a wave
And you forgave the essence of the salty sea
Your images speak, fleetingly, of a sun-kissed shore
And more than that, of an escape to a never-never land
With sand between your toes, and silk saris on her skin
So easily drawn in from the weariness of my northern roots
Shoots of past and present unsound vibrations, old creations
Foundations; creaking, cracking, falling from a seventh heaven
Chorus
Poetry at the breakfast table, zen
A cutting
From the Guardian newspaper, page ten
A new found friend
Worried about my coughing, back then
Yes, my new found friend
Wanted to help detach the deeper phlegm
Verse
Outside your homeland's fragile also. Walk
That pathway to your stillborn's graveyard. Hope
That what has past, is past; here now to cast a new eye
Here to attract the Yorkshire guy, he of simple distractions
As you attach yourself to his present present-being
Attach also, your friend, to his present present-friend
Send out your warm vibes, send out your shooting incantations
Sense all of his sensual sensations, mend the errors of his ways
Chorus
Poetry at the breakfast table, zen
A cutting
From the Guardian newspaper, page ten
A new found friend
Worried about my coughing, back then
Yes, my new found friend
Wanted to help detach the deeper phlegm
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7. |
poem 7
03:09
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Song 7
Reference - Lachlan Mackinnon: Bursting To Tell
Chorus
We visit the Prince of the Prince Regents
In the drollest of the drollest of the Brighton domes
We are ourselves today peacock Prince Regents
Regulations away from our regular family homes
Verse
The telephone again fails to connect
To you, in your Channel Islands cottage
Set into the bank of that steep wood
Whose large unkempt trees
Sway, and creak
In the face of the raging storm
Chorus
We visit the Prince of the Prince Regents
In the drollest of the drollest of the Brighton domes
We are ourselves today peacock Prince Regents
Regulations away from our regular family homes
Verse
The first memory may be fictional
For I was on the mainland
Sat in my executive car
Listening to the midday radio
Describing the devastation being wrought
In the South of England, and on the Channel Islands
Chorus
We visit the Prince of the Prince Regents
In the drollest of the drollest of the Brighton domes
We are ourselves today peacock Prince Regents
Regulations away from our regular family homes
Bridge
For joy at escaping what becomes of us
Is how I might now reflect on that fear
And my insanely intense desire to care
For one I thought more vulnerable than I
Though I now realise how effectively
You so so turned-around that particular fable
Chorus
We visit the Prince of the Prince Regents
In the drollest of the drollest of the Brighton domes
We are ourselves today peacock Prince Regents
Regulations away from our regular family homes
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8. |
poem8
03:59
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Song 8
Reference - Julian May: Bonfire Parsee
Chorus
And you have to go to town
And you say that is the way it has to be
Yes, you have to go to town
To look up an old flame you see
And I'm angry and I'm unhappy
And I just don't know what to do
Until I see you there returning
To tell me that nothing old stays true
To tell me, that nothing old stays true
Verse
This morning's heat and smoke from burning leaves
He who grieves, he grieves for all that he’s still to lose
He who chooses to accept her turn, he also turns around
Knowing now, he will always stand on unsettled ground
Chorus
And you have to go to town
And you say that is the way it has to be
Yes, you have to go to town
To look up an old flame you see
And I'm angry and I'm unhappy
And I just don't know what to do
Until I see you there returning
To tell me that nothing old stays true
To tell me, that nothing old stays true
Verse
Your hands are cupped for prayer and your chest heaves
To even conceive that you would gift away your stability
That sound ability now shifted onto another, to smother you
To rediscover the hurt of her strength of subjugation
Chorus
And you have to go to town
And you say that is the way it has to be
Yes, you have to go to town
To look up an old flame you see
And I'm angry and I'm unhappy
And I just don't know what to do
Until I see you there returning
To tell me that nothing old stays true
To tell me, that nothing old stays true
Bridge
I watch you through the branches of the trees
A seer in the waiting, a visionary stating her future
Making out and making up, forsaking truth for beauty
Waking eyes, raking with the need to find love, and duty
Chorus
And you have to go to town
And you say that is the way it has to be
Yes, you have to go to town
To look up an old flame you see
And I'm angry and I'm unhappy
And I just don't know what to do
Until I see you there returning
To tell me that nothing old stays true
To tell me, that nothing old stays true
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9. |
poem 9
04:41
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Song 9
Reference - Graham Mort: Young Trout
Chorus
There comes a time to part
I knew that from the start
There comes the day to say goodbye
However we so so choose to sigh
There comes a time to part
On the concourse by the luggage cart
There comes the day to say goodbye
Yet still we may choose to wonder why
Yes, still we may choose to wonder why
Verse
At evening, under the stone humped bridge
Where moorland water flows, where grows
The depth of restoration, the benefactors
To be stationed hand in hand, arm in arm
Chorus
There comes a time to part
I knew that from the start
There comes the day to say goodbye
However we so so choose to sigh
There comes a time to part
On the concourse by the luggage cart
There comes the day to say goodbye
Yet still we may choose to wonder why
Yes, still we may choose to wonder why
Verse
Flies cloud together under elms
Overwhelming thoughts of dustbowls
Shoals of seashore fishes, wishes caught
And wishes scattered, all that mattered, was you
Chorus
There comes a time to part
I knew that from the start
There comes the day to say goodbye
However we so so choose to sigh
There comes a time to part
On the concourse by the luggage cart
There comes the day to say goodbye
Yet still we may choose to wonder why
Yes, still we may choose to wonder why
Verse
Fins steer back to their invisible anchorage
While you grin says: not all is over, not all is lost
The cost will be balanced with the responsibility
Our chance will be willingly implicated, thoroughly investigated
Chorus
There comes a time to part
I knew that from the start
There comes the day to say goodbye
However we so so choose to sigh
There comes a time to part
On the concourse by the luggage cart
There comes the day to say goodbye
Yet still we may choose to wonder why
Yes, still we may choose to wonder why
Bridge
Swallows flash through the bridge arch
Just as we may have to take flight, to and fro
Going where the recklessness of romance may take us
Making us ever thankful, for the joys of happenstance
Chorus
There comes a time to part
I knew that from the start
There comes the day to say goodbye
However we so so choose to sigh
There comes a time to part
On the concourse by the luggage cart
There comes the day to say goodbye
Yet still we may choose to wonder why
Yes, still we may choose to wonder why
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10. |
poem 10
03:53
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Song 10
Reference - Mick North: Etymology
Chorus
And on that day
Maybe in case of a passion
You offered me your telephone number
Yes, on that fateful day
In a somewhat understated fashion
I offered you my life, never again to wonder
Verse
Before this was written there were words
Our oft absurd situation began on that very kerb
Among unheard thoughts of love, with just on just sensations
That incorporation; of those who know, and those who don't
To flaunt such talk of flame fired lust, and fiercer infatuations
Retreat from peace, to the cause of wayward, wilful imaginations
Chorus
And on that day
Maybe in case of a passion
You offered me your telephone number
Yes, on that fateful day
In a somewhat understated fashion
I offered you my life, never again to wonder
Verse
Not built with or on but growing out of stone
No more to be alone, that loneliness gifted up
As a koan; the light lifted, the present shifted
Into somewhere more certain, to sit at your glass
Topped throne, bone and marrow, to be carried
Over the horizon, towards the shepherd’s zone
Chorus
And on that day
Maybe in case of a passion
You offered me your telephone number
Yes, on that fateful day
In a somewhat understated fashion
I offered you my life, never again to wonder
Bridge
Climbing from the back doors. A name takes root
Just as we shoot our glances across the dance floor
We scoot our words through the campus, boot stamps
And chiffon cotton enchants; you suit her, she suits you
She entices, and romances; you, no longer mute
You bless her, for her gifts of ripened fruit
Chorus
And on that day
Maybe in case of a passion
You offered me your telephone number
Yes, on that fateful day
In a somewhat understated fashion
I offered you my life, never again to wonder
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11. |
poem 11
04:09
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Song 11
Reference - Simon North: Private Detective
Chorus
Did I cramp your style
Already had I become possessive
Did you though work it out
That poetry was my way to be self-expressive
Did you see through my indiscriminate cover
As you smothered the least imperfection
Did you turn out to be the mother
The lover, of all of my desired defections
Verse
If there is anything to know
I would be willing to listen
If you should want again to show
How the Cherry Blossom did glisten
Chorus
Did I cramp your style
Already had I become possessive
Did you though work it out
That poetry was my way to be self-expressive
Did you see through my indiscriminate cover
As you smothered the least imperfection
Did you turn out to be the mother
The lover, of all of my desired defections
Verse
Jealousy has played him
As I once myself was jealous
Zealots and sycophants thus kin
As I once thought we so slight invidious
Chorus
Did I cramp your style
Already had I become possessive
Did you though work it out
That poetry was my way to be self-expressive
Did you see through my indiscriminate cover
As you smothered the least imperfection
Did you turn out to be the mother
The lover, of all of my desired defections
Verse
Suspicion is a commodity
The sort I cannot do without
A frequent if somewhat oddity
To make me scream and shout
Chorus
Did I cramp your style
Already had I become possessive
Did you though work it out
That poetry was my way to be self-expressive
Did you see through my indiscriminate cover
As you smothered the least imperfection
Did you turn out to be the mother
The lover, of all of my desired defections
Bridge
The hieroglyphic moment
As seashells twinkle on the sand
The sentinels of inner torment
As winkles pick among the damned
Chorus
Did I cramp your style
Already had I become possessive
Did you though work it out
That poetry was my way to be self-expressive
Did you see through my indiscriminate cover
As you smothered the least imperfection
Did you turn out to be the mother
The lover, of all of my desired defections
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12. |
poem 12
02:53
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Song 12
Reference - Deborah Randall: A Presentation Clock
Chorus
She said 'put down your beer
And come stand a little nearer'
It was my big chance, her line dance
If only I knew, how to stand close
Or how to make my intentions any clearer
Verse
Rain again, nattering on the convoluted shed
As you let yourself be led down the garden path
With every word she said you turned towards her bed
You embraced street-credibility, as you silenced your laugh
Chorus
She said 'put down your beer
And come stand a little nearer'
It was my big chance, her line dance
If only I knew, how to stand close
Or how to make my intentions any clearer
Verse
And a presentation clock rocks on
For those who came first or last
Invited to put journeyman frocks on
For those with neither creed, nor class
Chorus
She said 'put down your beer
And come stand a little nearer'
It was my big chance, her line dance
If only I knew, how to stand close
Or how to make my intentions any clearer
Bridge
And the coals in the grate
Turning to the end of the dying embers
And the ferry has no need for freight
Heading to port, on the first of our Decembers
Chorus
She said 'put down your beer
And come stand a little nearer'
It was my big chance, her line dance
If only I knew, how to stand close
Or how to make my intentions any clearer
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13. |
poem 13
04:06
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Song 13
Reference - Oliver Reynolds: V & L
Chorus
The party is over
The other parties haven't yet begun
The party is over, you are back in your room
The party is over, the reasons simply won't become
The doubts though, they are doubtless so so soon
For I, as they, are too too swiftly becoming undone
Verse
Dodecahedron wears crepe
I myself am in such a state
With no prospect of another date
Chorus
The party is over
The other parties haven't yet begun
The party is over, you are back in your room
The party is over, the reasons simply won't become
The doubts though, they are doubtless so so soon
For I, as they, are too too swiftly becoming undone
Verse
Letters lay claim to inscape
Was I really, so so second rate
And am I now, to be at the mercy of fate
Chorus
The party is over
The other parties haven't yet begun
The party is over, you are back in your room
The party is over, the reasons simply won't become
The doubts though, they are doubtless so so soon
For I, as they, are too too swiftly becoming undone
Verse
Pi offers Lozenge a grape
At table I set up my poetry bait
She approaches, only then to hesitate
Chorus
The party is over
The other parties haven't yet begun
The party is over, you are back in your room
The party is over, the reasons simply won't become
The doubts though, they are doubtless so so soon
For I, as they, are too too swiftly becoming undone
Bridge
'Just love this linear jape'
Psychological statistics I state
She has to go, she's running late
Chorus
The party is over
The other parties haven't yet begun
The party is over, you are back in your room
The party is over, the reasons simply won't become
The doubts though, they are doubtless so so soon
For I, as they, are too too swiftly becoming undone
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14. |
poem 14
04:13
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Song 14
Reference - Stephen Romers: From The Country Seat
Chorus
I telephoned you, you rang me back
We always spoke with each other, that's how our love was cast
You rang me, I telephoned you back
We always spoke to one another, we wanted what we had to last
We wanted what we had to last, that's how our love was cast
We wanted what we had to last, we wanted, what we had, to last
Verse
There is comfort in tables, and equilibrium
There is a continuum, through the communication cables
Which are laid over the land, and under the sea
Chorus
I telephoned you, you rang me back
We always spoke with each other, that's how our love was cast
You rang me, I telephoned you back
We always spoke to one another, we wanted what we had to last
We wanted what we had to last, that's how our love was cast
We wanted what we had to last, we wanted, what we had, to last
Verse
I have sat so unnaturally still
Willing these words to spill from my lips
Killing the time before our next congregation
Chorus
I telephoned you, you rang me back
We always spoke with each other, that's how our love was cast
You rang me, I telephoned you back
We always spoke to one another, we wanted what we had to last
We wanted what we had to last, that's how our love was cast
We wanted what we had to last, we wanted, what we had, to last
Verse
Her brand of cigarette
Is milder than my King size filter tip
Sip from this why don't you, before I undo your zip
Chorus
I telephoned you, you rang me back
We always spoke with each other, that's how our love was cast
You rang me, I telephoned you back
We always spoke to one another, we wanted what we had to last
We wanted what we had to last, that's how our love was cast
We wanted what we had to last, we wanted, what we had, to last
Bridge
Our cafe is the same. She's as good as here
Near enough to whisper sweet nothings
Or to share her Purple Hearts, before the opprobrium
Chorus
I telephoned you, you rang me back
We always spoke with each other, that's how our love was cast
You rang me, I telephoned you back
We always spoke to one another, we wanted what we had to last
We wanted what we had to last, that's how our love was cast
We wanted what we had to last, we wanted, what we had, to last
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15. |
poem 15
03:19
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Song 15
Reference - Adam Thorpe: The Hunt
Chorus
You could have been here
But I knew you wouldn't be
You should have been here
But I knew you couldn't be
You could have, you should have
But I knew
I knew you couldn't
I just knew that you wouldn't be
Verse
The agonies we went through
Spent lives, unsent letters too
Better to live here and now, with or without you
Chorus
You could have been here
But I knew you wouldn't be
You should have been here
But I knew you couldn't be
You could have, you should have
But I knew
I knew you couldn't
I just knew that you wouldn't be
Verse
Each spoon we trembled to touch
Our brief liaison, for you it resembled nothing much
But the captured, he was slipping swiftly, upon your clutch
Chorus
You could have been here
But I knew you wouldn't be
You should have been here
But I knew you couldn't be
You could have, you should have
But I knew
I knew you couldn't
I just knew that you wouldn't be
Verse
All track lost
Of the incurred, and the impending cost
As we misinterpreted the forthcoming winter's frost
Chorus
You could have been here
But I knew you wouldn't be
You should have been here
But I knew you couldn't be
You could have, you should have
But I knew
I knew you couldn't
I just knew that you wouldn't be
Bridge
We took too long. The sun
Went down too often, too often we began to run
Yet the stun of love, the stun of love could not be shunned
Chorus
You could have been here
But I knew you wouldn't be
You should have been here
But I knew you couldn't be
You could have, you should have
But I knew
I knew you couldn't
I just knew that you wouldn't be
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16. |
chorus 1
00:31
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Chorus 1
Would you care to come into my bed
It is what you want, right now
To be here with me, isn't it
I could wear silk, and something crimson red
That's what I want, right now
For you to be here with me, isn't it
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17. |
chorus 2
00:17
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Chorus 2
Did we make love
My beautiful friend
Did we make love
Way back when
Did we make love
My beautiful friend
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18. |
chorus 3
00:25
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I phrase and paraphrase your words
Searching for the soul
Which echo our desires
I phrase and paraphrase your words
Searching for the whole
To light our heavenly fires
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19. |
chorus 4
00:32
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Chorus 4
That is uncanny
It is my second favourite book
She really reaches me
I hope she reaches you too
That is twelve-ninety five sir
Twelve pounds ninety-five
To the man in the blue mackintosh
The dream before? That will be the fishes
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20. |
chorus 5
00:34
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Chorus 5
I walk between the silver birch
Making my own path
Through the morning dew
I take several steps
On a straight line
I then turn, and return
I remake the same journey
Moving, gracefully, repeatedly
In all possible directions
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21. |
chorus 6
00:40
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Chorus 6
There was a time
When all I thought I needed
Was to go forwards, ever faster
Yes, believe me, at that time
Urgency was my station master
Now, in later life
I feel that steadiness
Fits the pace I'm after
Peace, love, conversation
With a fair deal of laughter
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22. |
chorus 7
00:46
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The tee-shirts act as motifs
For places where I have been
Also for those places
Which, for uncertain reasons
I have not been
I did not climb to the mountain top
I did not swim in the river deep
I did not float on the arctic ice floe
I did not paraglide with my lover
O, no, sorry
We did do that, didn't we
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23. |
chorus 8
00:32
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There is a boundary line for me
Also a separate boundary line for you
We must not ever cross those boundary lines
Neither should we stay out too long
In the midday sun, watching the aeroplanes
Playing, in the big blue, vapour-trail sky
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24. |
chorus 9
01:30
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Am I a better person, for having taken, and passed
The Open University course in Cognitive Psychology
I am certainly a better person for having met you, and corresponded
After the Open University course in Cognitive Psychology
Are you a better person for having taken, and passed
The Open University course in Cognitive Psychology
You are certainly a neat person, for having met up with me, and corresponded
After the Open University course in Cognitive Psychology
Are we better people for having taken, and passed
The Open University course in Cognitive Psychology
We are certainly sadder people, for having met up, and then eventually parted
After the Open University course in Cognitive Psychology
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25. |
chorus 10
00:40
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I look for you
With, and without expectation
I look out for you
With, and without doubt
I know that you would only be here
To bring symmetry
I know that yes you would be here
To bring the equanimity
So I look out, for your symmetrical eyes
So I look out, for your equanimous eyes
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26. |
chorus 11
00:32
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Chorus 11
I look for you
But do not see you
I look out for you though
With joyful purpose
If you should see me
Yet I do not see you
If you would be near to me
Be it with joyful purpose
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27. |
chorus 12
00:47
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I was not at all prepared
For the noble silence of the mind
In point of fact
I have brought several distractions with me:
I have to build a wood store
I have to put a roof on an open space behind our house
I have to build a shelter for my meditation seat
All of these require a fair amount of detail to work through
And, as you might imagine
A good deal of this goes on in my mind
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28. |
chorus 13
00:40
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I walk the line
You appear, as if from nowhere
I walk the line
You disappear, as if to nowhere
Yesterday I walked the line
I did not see you, no, not anywhere
Tomorrow I will not walk the line
I will disappear, as if back to nowhere
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29. |
chorus 14
00:38
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Talk about the aches, and pains
Talk about the nightmares
And the wildest of dreams
Talk about belief
Yes, talk about belief
Talk about the certainty of truth
Talk about the observation
And the feeling for sensations
Talk about belief
Yes, talk about belief
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30. |
chorus 15
00:34
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Chorus 15
You are happy, he said
Sat across the table
I can see it in your clear eyes
I can see it in your good skin
Yes, I now think to myself
I gave up half a lifetime
For your good skin
For your clear eyes
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31. |
chorus 16
00:26
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Chorus 16
So here I am then
Living the dream
Your words, not mine
But I won't argue with you
Rather I shall simply observe
Pray, make of that what you will
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32. |
chorus 17
00:37
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Chorus 17
Two refectory tables
Twenty-nine years apart
Two refectory tables
A tricky place to start
Two refectory tables
Horse before the cart
Tick-tock kicks on my beating heart
Tick-tock kicks on my beating heart
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Christopher Sanderson England, UK
Christopher is a poet, a writer, a meditation teacher and a creative writing workshop facilitator; a catalogue of most of his work can be found at poetryshop.co.uk, a short summary of the past few years of his life can be found at coastmoor.co.uk
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